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Literature
For a friend
9.8.13
eyes a jade beauty
sun shining through your skin
under the moonlight
wisps of wavy blonde hair
a heart so pure.
i could never break.
oh but to hold, to hold your heart so tightly
that, my friend.
i think i can do...
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Literature
free ranging heartbreak
your eyes, eyes that trace along my body eyes that shine green in bright lights, eyes that speak of a thousand aches of long nights alone, crying. Crying out for me in that dream of blood-red walls pulsating, where you were inside of me and said my name and I knew, I knew it was time to let you in, let you take hold of my skin, my arms, my body. Within this touch I knew familiar pains of a past I tried to forget...to forget what I already had tried, when it had failed and betrayed me and this delusion led me to writhe and scream quietly into clothes during ungodly times, but it was your voice I reached for on the other line, dialing those numbers, those numbers that screamed across caller ID's and caused that dreaded confusion, longing, the endless desperation...I hear your voice inside my head. But now, the only words I should remember, the only words I can choose are the ones that hurt the most, the ones that ended us.
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Literature
Near 2 o'clock a.m.
City lights so quiet
like you've died
my heart so raging
For the tears I've cried
I walk by places we've been
The scum, I like to label it
Le Voyeur knows our sweetest dance
And tonight they've got The Cure
My insides hurt, occasional aches
A cramp,
I writhe
I remember you
hard to escape the idea of your tender touch
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Literature
Just treat me like a real man
Megan showed me how to pray
you're still my knots
of a different kind
I'm a lot of things
My stomach turns
I'm alone,
standing in a group of females
and the rain fell
I fell into puddles
In your eyes
But just to hold you
Could be my lullabye
I'm crazy
Crazier than rat-stinkin'
bat shit crazy
I put it down
This is too much
Here, there, and everywhere
You shat all over me
and now you want my heart?
This is pathetic. I'm alone.
Go fuck, fuck away.
Lonely. Miss your smell.
Fuck. Break my heart.
Wanna do it again?
Our pain is great
I know we have oceans in our eyes.
That they can't see.
Nor hear, hear your voice the way that I do.
Comin' down on me,
comin' through shadows,
through these aching, moldy walls
through your numbing skull
to your brain and through
the blood pumping through your veins
and into my heart
through my open legs,
oh my god.
Tongue rakes against my throat.
Fingers bold, rip off my blouse.
Violate me with your hands and mouth
Moan loudly, mockingly into my ear
Just treat
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Activity


Art "work". Work. Work?!

Since when did it get to be such WORK to put anything out there? To even sit, with myself, alone, with my self-conscious unconscious...with my lonely little void, and say "A-ha...hi, you...let's get out the paints, the pens, pencils, papers...let's put on our favorite tunes now and see what comes up...you with me?" (Oh jeez, get a glass of water....with me y'know it's gonna be a cry-fest...) :P

It's been years. For years and years and years have I really avoided this. But why? Fear, I suppose? Just the basic fear of the unknown?

Or is it much more? Is it the mere idea that out of that terrifyingly dark void inside of me might actually be... a TRUE and BRIGHT little being, a manifestation of my creative spirit, ready to be exposed, to be perhaps even a true inspiration to others? To touch people's lives? To make them feel that they too, have that right, to go within, to seek out that void, to hold themselves to a higher standard of humanity through their art???

The other day my sister came to visit me from out of state. She insisted upon me bringing over my portfolios so she could pick a few pieces out (we're talking crap that i scribbled on paper in high school here, splatters of paint, really). And for a moment, I saw my art through her eyes and realized...I'm actually NOT that bad...she picked 3 pieces and had to promise me she would keep them with her always before I let her take them (Apparently I was more possessive of my scribbles than I had even realized!)

A friend told me tonight some people have the ability to really put themselves emotionally into a piece. He was talking about me too.

Okay, okay, okay...then, world, I will give you what I can...just a little bit at a time...I will do this "work"...with pleasure, and what a privilege it is to have the ability to do so. :)

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littleshenanniegan
Lisa Ann-guish Von Spooky-Dark
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Free flowing being, looking for inspiration and to give feedback. Seeking to capture pieces of my soul, soaking up the viewing pleasure of yours...

Current Residence: up your butt, Washington (state, people)
deviantWEAR sizing preference: M
Print preference: *shrug*
Favourite genre of music: Goth, metal, industrial, rock, alt, "apocalyptic folk", old country, blues, indie hip hop
Favourite photographer: Don't have one
Favourite style of art: anything surreal, beautiful, otherwordly, erotic!!
MP3 player of choice: Fuck that!
Shell of choice: Fuck that!
Wallpaper of choice: Whatever's clever or prettiest to me garsh darnit!
Skin of choice: hmm smooth..is good...lol
Favourite cartoon character: Sailor Star Fighter
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YourEvilAddiction Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Ello again dear
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malignantDJM Featured By Owner May 19, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA :D :D xx
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SpookyLoop Featured By Owner May 24, 2012  Professional Artisan Crafter
Thanks for the :+devwatch: and the :+fav:! :aww:
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tyjames Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2012
just a quick pick me up.

You are absolutely gorgeous
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DamianDrazhar Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2011
thanks for the fav ^^
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malignantDJM Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
oh you know it :P glad to be back, how are you darlin? x
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malignantDJM Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
knew i'd find you again . . . :P
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JGartworks Featured By Owner May 29, 2011
thanks you for the favs!
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LiamRickett Featured By Owner May 19, 2011
happy deviant bday sweetheart
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littleshenanniegan Featured By Owner May 19, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much, honey!!! It means a lot :)
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